I couldn't sleep because I was nervous , so I went for a run
After returning home I wear a simple T-shirt and jeans
see the letter once again and keep it in my pocket
My mom sent me with lots and lots of motivation and my dad's reverse psychology motivation
I went to college and searched for her all around
found her In the field
" Li Na " i called this time a bit confident
" Yes , It's you again "
" AH yes .. I want to give you this " I say and put my hand in my pocket to find nothing , where did it go !!
" wei wei " I hear my couch calling
she giggles at the name , I am lost looking at her , I hear coach sir ask me something I just say "Yes "
Li na looked shocked , wait what did I say Yes to ?
" what did you aks sir ? "
" Is this letter for me " he asked as he was reading it .. shit. that's when I knew I fucked up
" NO SIR IT IS NOT FOR YOU "
" yesterday you were distracted in warm up because you have a crush on me ? " coach asks loudly
SILENCE ...COMPLETE SILENCE
" I don't know how to say this but I love you , This is the thing I wanted to say when you asked me what? , I have had a crush on you since 2 years , since I saw you in that pink jersey top
finally I am confessing , so please reply , Yours lovingly ZHANG WEI "
The coach read my whole letter
" I don't remember having any pink jersey " he says
" This letter is not for you , saying this I again escape "
I run to the canteen and see Toby there ...
" Hey bro wei , whats wrong ? "
" I failed 2nd time "
" OH ..."
" Help me bro "
" OK , I do have her number you can send her an audio voice message , confession "
" WOW , thanks bro ... give me the number "
"thank you , bye " I say before running of to home , I bunked my classes again
by the way who cares
I run home , mom and dad are out for 3 days I do feel a bit lonely
so I run to my room
clean up a bit
and then go to the kitchen drink some honey and hot water
I stand In front of my mirror and practice speaking In a deeper voice
I write down what I should speak
" Hello Li na , I am zhang wei , the boy who tried to talk to you today I wanted to say that the letter ,the coach read is for you . I really like you Li na , You make me really nervous .. so I am not able to confess face to face and have to go for this voice message , please reply me about your decision tomorrow , Thank you "
I finish it and save it
I play it few times to check my voice and pronunciation